Saturday, June 21, 2014

June 21, 2014 ~ Just a Blurb

This is a blurb from my facebook page.  I'd love it if you would "like" me on there.

"I email myself ideas for posts on my blog pretty regularly because I don't have enough time to type everything as I think of things.  I'll get around to it though.  This morning, I emailed myself about crying in the car.  I used to cry in the car a couple times per day.  At least.  But I haven't in a while until this morning.  I saw a man walking with his two kids.  His daughter was in a stroller; she looked almost one year old.  His son was on a balance bike and looked about 2.5 years old.  I thought, "What if MSTBE had offered to do things like this when my son was younger?  Maybe we wouldn't have gotten here."  But literally the instant that a thought like that crosses my mind, I remember all of the major personality traits that were the actual reason for my decision to divorce.  The stress and responsibility of adding a baby to our life just highlighted the problems that had been there all along."

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